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feel like im typeing to know one but knowing that theres no one there to read alows me to say " i colin am a atheist and i dont care what you dumbasses think i no longer give a shit, i will pertend to beleieve in god to get free food from a church fare" haha that was funny, well off to florida.

as i was lucid

well many might not know but lucid dreaming is the most fun dreaming possible. i know it sounds odd, but don't knock it till you've tried it. Being lucid is knowing that you are in a dream and then deciding what to from then is as endless and infinity, but simply anything and everything. Its quite interesting to see how your brain will turn a fun loving dream in to a nightmare, with lucid dreaming that can be changed. look it up and try something new.

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didn't get a lot done today but still thinking, wondering about why life is so drawn out...
like a series of dots waiting for the end of the sentence that almost feels like it never comes, and when it does they feel like they haven't done much in there life. so when people find out how their life will end. then they feel like they haven't help a lot of people that they could of but were to selfish to actually do anything. but if people were to live with everyday as their last and help others near them it'll make this a little better of a world.

the first

its interesting to see what people will think of death. I've asked around a lot to see what they would say. some say that its noting to fear, that they have someone that will guide them along the path of the after life, some say that this person is "god", and that hes gone though much worse then the normal person and that heaven is home after life.others will say that there is a thing called reincarnation is true and that they must be good in this life and and the next will be better. then there is a group of people that don't believe and you would be shock to know where people stand. ask around and see what u find.